SoundTrack for the Insane

by Jesse Turnbull

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I recorded this in my parents basement, I think I got cabin fever.

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released January 1, 2015

written, produced and performed by Jesse Turnbull.
Artwork by Isaac Forsland.

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Track Name: Synopsis (Franky)
verse
let me show you who i am
if i get passed my shyness and pretend
ive found love thatll push me of the edge
with my luck i wont find my self again
i cant hold it in
this is a tell all to my end
this is a tell all to my end
chorus
this is the sounds and a story(soundtrack for the insane)
just to find where it ends
this is the sounds and a story(soundtrack for the insane)
searching in hopes to find an end
ill find an end.
Track Name: Hollow Introductions
verse1:
welcome
to my mind
at your first glance
might like wat you find
take a step closer
and watch your feet
i hope i can see
what surrounds me
chorus:
thousands times heard no and greed
theyve drawn lines to contain me
i want to get out
interlude
verse2*:
time dont change a thing negible
i dont need no help ive learned to cope
i think its here to stay but ill never know
wo oh im gone
chorus
interlude:
they same im gone
they think im broke
i think im bigger then them but theyve been right before
Track Name: Impact
Verse1:
Ive been cursed and all i can do is hope
silent ways and awkwardness approach
i just stare and watch you go
my friends dont care ill make my own
chorus:
cant talk i got nothing
feel bad for me feel bad for myself
verse2:
familiar faces think im numb oh no
but simple words can break my home
already cracked its left me alone
living insane is not wat i want
chorus
bridge:
maybe i got no worrys
only hurt my own
but these issues
they cant be sewn
aint got no storys
tell how i feel
cant find myself you cant
help me heal
chorus
verse3 ½
maybe im not pretty or a star but im my own
its such a pity i cant get by these
broken bones
Track Name: She never was
verse1:
may have been long since our love pronounced gone
but when you left it was so so strong
interlude:x2
oh no
oh i know the flame cant be lit
but i was sane
but love remains
chorus:
she gives me
she gives me pain
she gives me nothing
that i wanted oh no
to many years
wont go away
seems like forgetting aint a option
my minds fog
Verse2:
dirty sheets and memorys taunted by pictures
my soul it bleeds
interlude
chorus
bridge Blues:x2
cant find nothing close to you
theres nothing that feels true
Bridge2:
lost something want it back
cant find it no chance
chorus2:
cant say sorry
insane and lone
cant say sorry
your all i know
Track Name: A note on insomnia
Workshop upstairs rolls synthetic issues off the line
a random assembly to waste my limited time
four walls to relax
lay but uneasy
cringe at the thought that rest doesnt change anything

im alone
my loss of sanity
is the product of relentless questioning with no hint of reasoning
breaking through the inner explosive common occurance
is to high above me
i know these issues arent real
but they still leave dark trails
and with a sleeping pill ill let the nightmares flow again

wide awake dont think itll ever be over
Track Name: Slow Healing
Verse1:
its the right move to get over everybody goes insane
its hard to move foward when someone’s stepping on my tail
your the foundationto my weakness try to pentrate my brain
but its all new and im simply just to phased
chorus:
take it slow
cant heal alone
Verse2:
im just trying to get through a very long list of names
all who drove me clearly insane
there a clear witness to my sickness, ill meet them in my dreams
but im to crude and they simply run away
chorus
bridge:
sit on the edge counting down days
things dont change when your insane
think my get my own ways
just repeat the same old thang
bridge2:
have i gone to far
do you want away
can you physco
Track Name: Sit tight, There's a cure
verse1
its getting worse im told the i
cant heal myself
my journals getting old and crimpled and
filled with my health
they run they hide from me but i cant hide from myself
i thought i was well
verse2
sit tight and just believe me doctors got what he wants
he says after years of self medication your lucky to even walk
chorus
your stytoms have doubled in size
you might not make it away
theres a good chance your next step
is to dig a shallow grave
bridge:
send my message out and ill
light the way
theres a note on the table a pen and some paper and i
wish i could stay
ive tried so many time to get back to my
sane state
theres a rope hanging up last drink in my cup and im ready just kill me
bridge2:x2
they told me X3
i wont make it out
brake down:
im at a loss
i cant find my old self
im baring the cost
of binges
and tortured health
bridge2
bridge3
say goddbyex3
say goodbye to me
verse3:
sit stil let it all seep in these are
the gates to hell